I'm done fighting, It's your turn.

 I just want the person I was laying down with to shut the fuck up, look me in the eyes, and tell me that they loved me. I kept on looking, hoping to find that person. My heart was parched. In my search to quench my thirst for love, I disregarded feelings, I became someone else.I became a stranger who couldn’t wait to shower and wash off the scent of casual sex.

Finally, after one week of struggling. It's time to cast it aside and We might be oil and water, this could be a big mistake. We might burn like gasoline and fire, it's a chance we'll have to take. however, you choose to leave. 

Avril lavigne, her songs never fail to express how I felt.

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
5 months down the road, #icandoit. :-)